A day

What attracts people -

 

1) Love

2) Joy

3) Vision

4) Strength and Courage

5) Life and Energy

6) Giving and Generosity

7) Faith

 

His ways are far higher than mine.

 

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Giving Up

There are a lot of things in my mind right now.
Yea. It's time to let certain things go.
Shouldn't even talk. Once it's settled, I'll be gone like wind.
Diverting my attention to Jesus.
Had a wonderful session with E4 in the morning.

I am like every other human beings and do not like to be taken for granted.
Decipher it.
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Helping

Some of the things I need to set it right in my life, I am beginning to make them right.
Getting out of Haran and Lot! Haha.

I worked the whole day today, I have not work for one whole day for quite some time already.
The joy of helping people is in me, even in my workplace. I have so much joy just assisting a lady with her internet settings and I can see that she's elated and even high-5 with me. Haha. Being the outgoing king, I followed suit!

I went to Raffles City alone today - Some time alone. Discovering myself.
Went to Esprit to get my voucher and also to purchase a Kiehl Lip Balm.
I'm still at work now, going home to practice my songs for tomorrow's E4 CG. Goota flow man!
God! My hands are yours, use it.

My second CG. Yeah.
I love people!
NOW IS THE TIME TO LET GO. - As of 10.15p.m.

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A great day

I sort of applied for leave today as I am doing follow-up with Ziheng today.
It was a re-follow up, but nevertheless, it was awesome.
We had 5 lessons at one go and I believe that he was touched by God in the worship session.

My good friend Yiling didn't help me check for my book ar. Haha. Still good la. Ok!
After follow-up, I rushed down to church to give tuition. My brain was not so good today, pardon for the slow paced. But I believe I had gave them the outline today. Off-day in A Maths today.

Our zone had some minor movement of people for greater battles. Haha.
Let's be people who live for others, Amen.
A life of significance is a life worth living for. We are this generation of people who are going to make an impact in our society.

Btw, talked to Miss Wendy last night, and it was rare to see her talking to me, haha, let alone the way she talked. Lol. Nevertheless, it was solved. So, nothing really that nice.

I should give a more interesting post, but I lead an awesome life.

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What touches me?

I was just browsing through Dinnie's blog, haha, and it's so amazing that how much she has changed since coming back to God.

He is amazing Amen.

My friend Ziheng, also has a change in his life too. Look at his blog, more inspirational now. It gives faith!

I am living my life for "others", why? Simply because I believe I would die better than most people. It's not some mere inspirational words I'm typing, but I mean it. Yeah. What's the worst that can happen to me? Going to meet my Father in heaven would be.

 

I had work this morning till about 1 P.M.. After work, I met Jia Yang and we went to Maris Stella to meet up the people. To really be there. Sometimes, we do not need to talk much, but just by being there, it's sufficient. Yeah. To be with them and to impact their lives are things I live for. To revive dead dreams! We also had a game of basketball with them. More to come. Such bonding sessions made me know them better.

 

After our game with the Marist and Leon, we headed back to church for CG. Miaow Guan is transferred to E2! It was awesome, though it was my second time hearing this sermon, I have the same hunger in wanting to receive the Word! Ziheng and Miaow Guan have great destinies that God has installed for them. You can view them through my links.

 

After CG, had dinner with E1,2 and Winnie Jie! I love the picture of the 3 gals 2 guys in my blog. It really depicts a happy church family and great relationships in church are not a facade. I then went home with Dinnie, Beck and Jie Xin. We had great chats, not just those shallow kind, but also deep talks!

 

I love to take such pictures, but out of so many pictures, this is the only picture that I feel depicts what relationship with God's people mean.

 

Tomorrow is a day of impacting lives too. We're not in a business of growing our organisation big, but a great business of changing lives!

Your thoughts, any?

 

Yee....XX

 

Trust

What is trust?
I believe that trust means that you can be vulnerable around the other party.
I know of a few people who trust me very much, and me in them.
Yeah. The world is getting more deceitful and a value like trust is beginning to lose it's value.

Let's be a generation of trusting people!
People are trusting enough to give me their password. That's what I call trust. I mean you do not need to give away passwords, but even if you give these people your passwords, you believe that they will not harm you. Yeah.
It's because of these people, that I begin to really understand the meaning of trust.
There are many of such people in my life. Haha, just look at the people who trust me to contribute to their blog.

I Just talked to Ziheng on the phone and he was impacted. Sometimes, short convos are needed to build one up!
We also need some close friends at peer level to give our trust to. We certainly need! Haha.
If not, my life would have been crap! Yeah
But most importantly, we need God.

Any thoughts and ideas?

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Time

Not going Indonesia after all.
People! Do not give last minute information, it's very sickening.
Don't waste people's time by just giving them super late information when you could have told them earlier.

I had Connect Group with E3 yesterday and it was simply awesome. Almost every girl cried, probably except Peck Hoon and Jolie.
But the HS was so evident in that room. The atmosphere wasn't the emo type, but one of Faith.
Being the only guy there, I didn't feel out of place, as there are actually 4 guys. (Yeah.. for u to find out!)
It was my first taste of playing for CG and I think God had played a big part in my calmness on the instrument.

Dinner with E3 and Xing was good. Haha. Wendy is a person I truly respect. Yeah. Talking to her is not just fun, but inspiring.
Haha.
I want my Kobe Bryant book. Dinnie and Yiling, please help me find and import!!

Going to the presence of God now!

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Sunday!

I had guitar lesson in the morning today. After which, we had service. Sermon was a little different from yesterday's

Pastor talked about faith and works today.

Faith without works is dead. Or rather, non-existent.

 

It is Pastor Lia's birthday today and though it was not a grand one, but it's still fulfilled nevertheless.\

My life is meant to touch more lives. I want to touch many many lives.

 

Tomorrow, I will be making my debut for guitar for CG.

I'm telling people out there! Keep your dreams. I have been learning guitar for the past 4 years and have not played before!

A dream is not a dream when it's easily shattered by circumstances.

Then I shall call that a moment of hype.

I am not the most fanciful of players. I love simplicity. Play simple, but at the same time, skilled and anointed is my goal, for now la.

 

I will not be going for E2's CG on Wednesday, as I will be going to Indonesia.

Yeah. Haha. Yup.

Love E4 people too. Haha. Feeling more and more like them already.

E4 - what an irony.. Haha.

 

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Service Apr 22

Pastor How preached about faith and though I can say I am having more faith recently, I still fall short of God's faith. I am just at the tip of the iceberg of God's faith. Haha.

I really enjoy what I am doing now. To really assist people and bring them to what God wants them to be.
I am reading the book that Dinnie lend me, and I think that I need that book, not so much for me, but for the things I am to do soon.
Haha. I am beginning to see God telling me how to be a man, how we should behave as men.
I am excited for the future.

Talked to many people and prayed for many.
Garrett always says this phrase that has etched in my mind since the beginning of time:" Does a person feel more Godly after talking to you or more worldly?"
I want the former and to be that, it requires a lot of discipline in my spiritual life.
We're not in an organisation, we're the church of the living God.
The spiritual element is what separate us from the world.

Our public success is dependant on our private lives.
Pastor Lia's birthday is today!
This is my fourth year celebrating for her! Haha. You rock, Pastor Lia!

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Not tough

Don't just look at the tough man outside.
Deep down inside, I'm a weak man, seeking for a destiny, a cause to die for, love and acceptance like everyone in this world. He showed me that I am just one of the faces in the crowd, if I do not have Him. I am. Small, insecure and weak without Him.

However, with God, I am tougher than I can ever think of. But in my flesh, I still am tired and sick of the things that bothers me. Like every other person, I am also faced with uncertainties, insecurities about myself. It's up to us, at the end of the day, to really change things.

I need to deal with my HIGH I. Yea. I am a High I. Time to just be myself.

Ok.

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=+=

I'm feeling nonsensical now.

Haha. Went to work this morning, gave tuition to Ian, Carlo and Pollyna.

Hope they'll understand.

Can you believe that at Sec 4, Pollyna is learning double angle formula, R-Formula! Which I really only understood in J2! Haha.

 

I felt very convicted after reading more and more of the book on Quest for Love.

It hit the spot. God knows that I am weak and he sent the right book at the right time, just when I'm going to go higher! Haha..

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Many things will follow in this few months time. Watch out!

 

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Part two

Went down to Maris after work to meet with the people!
We had a great worship session in Church!
It was refreshing and we felt God amidst of us.
Haha. It wasn't about our guitar, but more of the presence of God.

Bringing people further in Christ is what I want to do, in life too!
I want to be a great testimony.
I was quite uncertain which Uni I can go, but God has already set his sights on that Uni. I just have to persevere and grab my opportunity.
(TAKE IT, ITS YOURS!)

Live life like there's no tomorrow. That means to give our best in everything we do.
Persevering means that we do not give up so easily.
Squeeze every drop of energy to sow into people's lives.
It's going to be extremely beneficial.
Things are just going to get more amazing!

Me and Jia Yang make a good team.
It's great working with my buddy man.
We compliment each other so well.
Haha. Let's destroy the works of the prince of this world!

I am a Marist too! Proj[E]ct Cross

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My day

I had a great day yesterday. Had a quiet time session with Ziheng in the morning and we felt that God was right in the place where we prayed.

He was evident there even though I was playing my basic Em,A,Em,A

Yeah! God is truly amazing. He changes lives!

Confidence attracts. I strongly believe so.

 

Ziheng went home while I went to work yesterday.

After work, I went to church to discuss some great plans with JY. Haha.

Yeah. Had follow up with Henry afterwards. I took slightly less than 2hrs and it was awesome. He understood more and I felt that I have given my very best.

 

After that, the three men went to eat dinner. God has a great plan for all the Marists! We're gonna conquer there man!

Haha. I will give my best and all to spark a revival there. God culture is to be there!

Had conference after I reached home yesterday.

 

Basically, I'm quite packed, but not really when I look at the lives of great leaders amidst us.

JC (Jeremy) is a good person to talk to. Haha. Apart from from joking, he also can be serious. Woo....

 

Going to have a worship session later, with the Marists!

 

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A looong but joyful day.

Ziheng came and stayover. Yea

Miracles do happen, and it actually happened.

Love my life. OHHHH.

 

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Forgetting about the past, getting on to my new lease of life.

I am using this blog as a channel to express myself, so you can expect me to be a regular blogger.

Jie Wei.. You are simply awesome.

 

I'm having a new lease of life. I just think I have to move on for certain things. Yeap.

Maybe I just have to be more of me. I am finding the real me.

I love to do everything, and I mean every single thing by myself. Believing in my own strength, but now, certain things are not in my control and I just have to let it go. Certainly if things are getting out of hand, I will step in. But as of now, I shall be prudent and sharp.

 

Jesus has been faithful to us. I want to repay his faithfulness by giving Him what he did to us.

 

Certain things have to be depended on by others.

Ok. Taking the school has been my dream. I'm gonna take Maris with Jesus!

I am all hyped up and having no fear at all to trample the devil on our feet!

 

Yee....XX

The art of Driving

13/Apr -

Watched L.A. vs L.A. in the morning. It was extremely painful to watch my favourite team giving up easy shots. Lakers!! When can you wake up? I am an avid fan, so I hit my sofa whenever they give up easy points. I feel like killing every Laker player barring Kobe. And even he deserves to be kicked in the last quarter.

After watching that painful game, went to Malaysia to have my driving. It was raining like crazy, cats and dogs cannot described the rain. My shoes were soaked. Luckily, it was a good pair! I was a little late and my instructor was at the place already.

I drove the usual route - Mundane, routine and very tiring. I drove for 3 hours straight non-stop. So people, driving requires a sound mind. My mind was a little tired, but enough to do most things. But my engine still died on a few occasions! I need to sleep well on the day of my test! Haha. My instructor then allowed me to drive to Malaysia custom while he guide me. It was fun, I flirted with the 4th gear as new drivers aren't allowed to use the fourth gear. But the car was a Perodua Kancil, I tried to go beyond 50Km/hr, it just can't.

Human jam at Singapore custom! Haha, after which, I took a cab back home. I was dead tired. I talked to a few people and halfway in MSN, I then dozed off halfway.

Crisitiano Ronaldo signed a new deal that will keep him at OT until 2012! Man Utd has paid a player who not only have skills, but the ability to perform at the top level week-in week-out well!

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Benign Influence

Yeah.
Such an assurance from God I had!
Things are just temporal, but His Plans are eternal.

Sometimes, I might have been trying too hard. Jesus knows!
Emotions - Important yet deadly. The strong willed me and stubborness still surfaced once in a while.
Probably good, maybe bad. But if there's sufficient control, it will turn into good for God.

If you fall, then get up!
That's my motto! Perseverence will get you to places you have never been.
Prayer changes things! God, I know you'll move! And move in a mightly way!
I don't know whether I have driving tomorrow morning or not, but still gonna call them la.

I am unquenchable. Yeap. I just want to pass my driving and once and for all, no need to enter Malaysia. Haha. It's quite tiring coming in and out! I have hangovers everytime. Like today, I can't seem to do things well, I felt really tired physically travelling in and out.

On my way to Malaysia, I saw many Primary one - six students (Those who live in Malaysia yet studying in Singapore) alighting from school buses and running towards the Immigration Checkpoint. They were like what me ages ago, haha, probably ten years ago? Like me in the past, going Singapore and coming back to Malaysia everyday! I have been leading an independant life since young. Haha. But without my family - Dad, Mum and Sis, I wouldn't even be here! Ok. Thanks to all of them.

I live a life for "others", do you?

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Chatting at night

I was chatting with my good buddy - Ziheng. I have known him since Secondary 1 and ever since, we have been good buddies.

We shared and talked many many.

He's coming to church this weekend and I'm happy (Of course).

 

God will always find a way to get you back!

 

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A great morning

I spend my morning to edit my blogskin.
Recently, I read a book called Quest for Love by Elisabeth Elliot.
I was supposed to give this book away, but I couldn't resist to read it. I thought it was about God's love at first, but then, it wasn't and this book came at the right time.

Had a great follow up with my friend Henry (Not from France, (: )

I am going to have my first Practical driving lessons today! Haha, later at 1.30p.m. across the checkpoint. Wish me good luck friends. Many people want a free ride. Treat me for dinner??

Discovered the google thing from Dinnie. If you want to earn some extra revenue (Won't be much I guess, but no harm trying), refresh this page.
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Out of your comfortzone -- YEE!!

Thanks for all your concern
But it's not something normal humans can solve.

I may seem to have everything, or so I thought, but when I'm near God, I feel I do not have much.
The void that I once have was filled by my God.
This void I currently have can only be filled by few. Probably so.....

We all need leaders in life.
Without them, we may just collapse.

People of the world unite!
I was thinking that I led an amazing life, but God told me to get out of my comfortzone.
He showed me that life isn't all that only.
I'm installed for greater things.

"You said I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war If you can tell me something worth fighting for" - People ask such questions, I used to too!

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Food

Food? It's just an indulgence.
I feel that I am talking less nowadays.
Having a bit of back problems nowadays. Jesus, please heal my back!

Happy birthday Dinnie! Haha.
Had buffet dinner at Ritz Carlton with company after service. The church gave us all a nail, and it symbolises the nail that pierced through Jesus's hand.

Head is spinning, but I've got God!

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Work.

Life is about having routines, regular one though. I am having one.
Loving people is one of the best things you can do. Caring for people is such a joy. I have never experience such joy in seeing lives changed.
Let's not be manipulative and calculative.

Have been working till late nights. Sometimes when we see proud people, and those people who do not give a damn to you, you feel like giving them a hard slap. But what I did, on the contrary, was to smile at them. I am not saying I'm a saint.

Many things are happening right now. Good and bad. Haha.

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milestonE 200 ((::

Watched 2 movies in as many days.
I watched Mr. Bean yesterday.
I watched Shooter today.

Tough times are here to come. Our test of faith is not when things are going good, but when things are going bad.
Media is one of the most influential and powerful tools in this world! When things (Good or bad) are in the hands of the media, they will surely be magnified ten times!

I just read Keane's Biography. Nice and direct. I love him for who he is, though I may not agree with everything he says.

Jie Wei booked out yesterday, haha, it was such an opportune time, and he felt the warmth we showed him. He is truly a person who stands up for God.

My 200th post. Many more to come.
1/4/2007 - April's fool!?

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