Out at TP mall and Vivo

Went out the whole of yesterday.

I realised that more people are using livejournal to blog.
Haha. That's smth new.
Hahah..

Bryan's thoughts

Out!

Met Lester and Gina at 2p.m. at AMK hub.

Haha. It was cool.

We had lunch at the foodcourt and it was nice.
We bought sun block lotion. Haha. For fun actually. Then I got discount sia. Haha.
Okok. Tired le. talk more.

Bryan's thoughts.

Miracles of God is at work!

Woke up rather late today.

Had breakfast then I went to church to meet with Garrett.



So funny, Chun Kit doesn't know me, he thought that Garrett was going to do follow-up with me. Duh! Haha. The funniest thing that I have ever heard from someone. Anyway. The meeting with Garrett about my University was good. I helped me a little and I felt a little more faith?


After the meeting, I called up my sis and ask her if I can collect my tablet. Haha. Then I took a bus to Henderson Industrial Park to collect it. The first time I went there by bus, not for church purposes. For all the new people, HoGC used to be located in Henderson Industrial Park, Blk 213. I went to Asiapac to buy two tablets. Haha. I felt really tired and I didn't even tell God anything (But I didn't even feel like walking or anything.) I just don't feel like travelling at all. After I've gotten my laptops, which were quite heavy, I headed to the lift. Then, this man was coming out, also to collect two laptops. I went into the lift and we chatted a little. He then asked me where I was heading, I told him I was going Marine Parade and he was heading to Paya Lebar area, so maybe he could drop me at Paya Lebar. In the car, I was a little bit more curious and probed whether is his workplace at Singpost? Yeah, he worked there. haha. Then I talked about our church moving there and stuff. In the end, he dropped me at the bus stop near my house. God. Thank You. (Thank that man too!).

God is such an amazing God. I save up on cab fare and a seed sown.
One stone and two birds worx.

I love my new laptop.
T Series! haha 4215..

Bryan's thoughts.

haha, rejection again!

I'm like yi zhi bei shuai.
Lol. Rejected by SMU for my appeal.
Looking for choices all over. NOVA interests me. Gotta wait upon the Lord about this! hah.
Pastors and Leaders have been of great help! Thanks for your encouragement. I love yea!

Talked to Yiling. haha. Like save Prince bry. lol. that's quite fun.
being nonsense now.
Worked the whole day.
Caught up with Elgin and Sean Sahai.

Had lunch with XJ n YL. Lol. At Bugis.
I was supposed to go to meeting, but didn't, due to work.
Great crowd at Grads Gathering today.
hah.

Boris just came back last week! hah.

Bryan's thoughts

Out!

Received a call from Fifi at 1am, some of the church's staff are dining at Hong Kong Cafe.
I went to dine with them too. Brother Jon and Sky, Sis Evie, Yassy, Fifi, Noni and Joanne were there!

Joanne and me were playing Othello while the others were playing bang. Lol. After eating the Salt and pepper sotong, I felt so sinful. I went home and drink loads of water. Hah. I beat Joanne in Othello.

Then woke up today and found out that everyone is out. Hah. I went to Vivo with Horng Yu and Grismond. We watched Fantastic 4 - Silver's surfer last night. It was nice la. Haha. It is quite a good love story. Lol. But quite hilarious too. Grismond and I were planning to go Samuel and Kevin and get our top. He got a polo while I got my jacket.

We also went challenger and bought some gadgets. He got a bose speaker, while I got Ipod accessories for myself, Clemen and Nicole. Haha. Nice stuff! We went to the grass patch and slacked a while. If you all don't know, Grismond came back from UK 2 weeks ago for his vacation.

Haha. My Ipod casing is gorgeous. Vov! It is a acrylic and brushed-metal case! Nice! Some pics from Gris' Phone!

Bryan's thoughts.

Saturday's Service

Sermon ~ It's about drawing near to the Lord!
We drew near to the Lord during the service. Woo Hoo.
Missed 2s25 outing because I had to attend Service. Next time, friends!

We went to Marina's Open Space yesterday. The whole church went actually. haha.
It was fun and we all had great fun.
We bought food to sit around and talk.
Grismond didn't get a chance to meet with Ziheng. Haha.

Haha. I change the name of my Blog's picture to Ocean's Eleven. Lol.
I counted 11 souls!
Lame.
Woke up at 8.30a.m.
Haha. Didn't switch off lights and computer.
I dozed off last night. Hah. Sorry to those who were chatting with me halfway!

Next Tuesday will be Grads Gathering. Hah.
Rusty le.
I love this Song by Red Rain - Wanted.

"But you..... you still want me, you.... you're still here with me.. everytimeeeeeee, I call you are near... Everytime I touch the fire.. I know you are here...."

Some pictures from the Marina Square's open space......

Haha. Look at how happy Jeremy Quek is in the picture!

Bryce, Maryse and Yiling are honoured people

Lol. Haha. Ok la. I am honoured too.

Bryan's thoughts

The truth hurts~

I'm now like checking out some other schools.
Rejected by NUS Real Estate. hah.
I don't feel like wasting my time studying for something that I have completely no interest in.
(:. I'll do whatever it takes to stay in this beautiful city.

Bryan's thoughts

Inspired.. E4 outing

Received a call from Sis.
Rushed down to Caltex House immediately.
Raffles place is the place where all the office buildings ar located!

After that, I went home and change.
Change and went to Khatib to play bball.
Really feeling super rusty.
Shots can't click.
The leaping ability also decrease.
But we became closer as E4? lol. that's what we took home.

Yeah.. Had some nice pictures with Keegan while playing ball.
All with Leon now! Haha
Ok ba. Sleeping already. feeling tired!

Bryan's thoughts.

East Coast outing

Wow. I am actually quite a good football player.
Yeah. Lol.
There was a rat there, decomposing. The swell was awful. I felt like vomitting during the game and nearly died.
We rode the bike for super duper long yesterday.

Haven't been able to catch a breath. I am packed with events and everything.
I am going to brush up my language.
I am going to play bball later.

Okok. cya soon.

Bryan's thoughts

Time really flies (Take hold of it)

Haha.
1472 people graced Red Rain!
That's awesome.

I went to Vivocity with Chun Hao and Gina yesterday. I reached there rather early. Haha. I went to shop at Kiehl and bought a moisturiser. 500ml and relatively cheaper than some ulu brand that cost 80+ bucks that I contemplated to buy few months ago! I am helping them to do free advertisements, but Kiehl is a really good brand for our face and body.

I also bought new focus dailies contacts. haha. Cost as much as my moisturiser, which can last for 1/1/2 months (provided if I wear daily). I think it can last me around 3-4 months ba. Haha. I look good in specs to some too! Ok.just make sure all things are ok! haha.

From "You the leader" by Phil Pringle -
Habit - I'm just going to give you an extract from this anonymous poem.
"You may know me. I'm your constant companion. I'm your greatest helper, I'm your heaviest burden. I will push you onward or drag you down to failure."
This talks about habits. Good habits move you further in life, bad one drags you down! Choose me this day, says habit!

If we do not have a great system in our lives, time will just pass us by, and great movements will just pass us by. We'll miss everything altogether. "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail."

No time to reminisce now! It's time for us to move on in life. Move! Mobilise. Accelerate! Haha.
Time is my good friend, is it yours?

The picture on top is nice right. (Seems like some poster picture?!) And who's the main character? lol.

Bryan's thoughts.

Red Rain for the past two days.

Great friends and pals are found in this place called hOgc.
The secrets are kept with only a few people. Haha.
Probably only will be.
I just hope that these uneasiness will go off soon.

Red Rain was awesome.
Not many pictures were taken, but I shall post with whatever I have.

Their favourite hits like Summer, Red Rain, Oasis and New day are still as nice.

I love them man!

They are touring for the greatest purpose.

The most fun part wasn't Red Rain, it was after that.

We went to Suntec and played a few games.

Yeah. They were fun.

It was like the whole church uniting together.

Such fellowship was done weekly in the past.

I guess it's a good problem. It shows we're growing.

Thanks to Wendy Lee, your tag made me want to blog.

Your blog is frequently visited by me too.

Some pictures of the king. Whaa. No la, king's son - prince and fellow princes and princesses?

I've made a few new friends, in the pictures below - Wanteng & Weiling.

There are many more friends I've made through the Awesome concert - Red Rain.

Jie Wei is an awesome man! Haha. Don't feel that you've not done a good job. You have!

Am listening to Xuan ze. Haha. quite nice. post the chorus here. "Xi wang ni neng ai wo dao di lao dao tian huang. Xi wang ni neng pei wo dao hai jiao dao tian ya.

Jiu suan yi jie zhong lai wo ye bu hui gai bian jue ding. Wo xuan ze liao ni ni xuan ze liao wo. Zhe shi wo men de xuan ze."

Bryan's thoughts

Dun ask me why!

Sickened by some things.

Woke up at 5a.m. to type report and stuff. Finish everything, took a short nap before heading down to church to give follow up. Shopped with Quek at Esprit. I bought a bottle of Kiehl's facial cleanser. Last time my heart super pain sia, broke the facial cleanser, like $15 gone liddat.

Ok. Nothing much to say today. Red Rain is here in Singapore already. They are already rehearsing! Haha. Please ask me for tickets, friends. Whahaha.

Leading a great life, but problems are just inevitable. New levels, new devils! Like what Pastor Cho always said.

Bryan's thoughts.

Productive day!

Leon came and stayed over last night and I played the good host by doing what I should do! Haha. Let him see all the nice pictures. Lol. Xinyi in sec 2 with long hair! Don't kill me if you are reading this, yi!

We prayed before we left home, he went home and I went to Serangoon JC and collect my A'Levels certificate. The school's office and foyer have a different look now. It was a bit of de ja vu when I stepped in. Everyone who was there was mugging away. haha, or at least they pretended to. I saw the vice principal, but I really could not remember his name. He asked me whether I was collecting the cert, I just nodded with a yes (:. I was the first in my class to collect my certificate. The brown book looked awesomely nice.

After which, I went to creative hairworks to have a haircut. The hairdresser did a fast job, but I felt she was rather slipshod. No complaints, I have actually saved quite a bit from that hair cut.
Normally, I would cut at Jeric and it costs much more, albeit better services.

I then headed to town to meet Jie Wei (He's back, for a week), J Quek and Gab. We had our light dinner and then went to watch Ocean Thirteen. It's an awesome movie. The plots were much simpler, but still need to watch it la. J Quek slept during the movie, I was tempted to KO. The irony is that the only movie that I have ever slept in was Ocean Twelve. It was after youth camp in 2004 and we went to watch as a church then? It was horrible. The plots were more complicated and then I was watching with a tired mind, inevitably, I succumbed to temptation.

I am going to rest for a while now!

Bryan's thoughts.

Sentosa and stayover at FTMS

Cont..

Was too tired to blog last night, hence, the post was rather short.
I didn't sleep the whole night, slept at 7a.m., woke up at 9 plus. Haha.
It was great. We watched some movie, but I didn't watch. Was playing foosball the whole night!

Talking about our Sentosa outing. Haha. I went there with beloved Gabriel early to assist the people to carry things. A few people were already there. We took the Monorail there! Wooo.. Haha. It was quite fun. Whahah.

We had a few games. We had this super dirrty game, where everyone had to put their hands on mixture - Milk tea, flour, ketchup and sand. Haha. Then Henry wiped those on my back. Haha. I chased after him like crazy. But, my stamina is deteriorating. I ran full speed, but after a while, I was panting like crazy. Lol.

Then, there were this bunch of guys, whose soccer ball was just beside me as they mishit their shot. Then they told each other this "Call that Ang mo to take the ball for us leh". Haha, dunno whether it's a compliment or not, but nevertheless, it feels good. Lol.

We had great fun there. We eat, talk and SPEND quite a lot. But then, it was fun!
We are a tan zone. Haha. Red people!
I have already posted several pictures on my previous post. Haha. To let those who can't make it for the outing have a feel of what we did.
We took quite a lot of pictures!
So great to see our Manchester brother - Grismond back man. Haha. He's going to be a great lawyer for Christ!

After Sentosa, we went Harbourfront to have our dinner. Thanks to Dinnie for giving me the Swiss roll. Haha. I will not give you the leftovers again ok! Haha. Felt quite bad la. Lol. You will have the better things next time! I also chatted with Grismond a lot. He's a fun person to talk to, you guys must go and know him. He looks like Ziheng too. (You guys may know each other soon.)

The most awesome part of everything was still the personal quiet time with God that every of us had. I prayed strong and the image of the facing the giant scene kept on flashing through my mind. When the captain of the team carried one 150 pound teammate and crawled through the whole field. I just told myself that I want the devil to stand up, like what his teammates did when they saw him crawling through the field.

Haha. A great encounter with Jesus!

Bryan's thoughts.

Sentosa and overnight in FTMS

A day out with E Zone

I'm now using Yong Sing's computer to blog.
I had a great day with the Zone out to Sentosa.
Whaha.

We had great fun. The pictures will be up soon.
yeah. Going through a season where I need faith!
To believe, to trust to walk and to move!

grismond is back with us! Haha.
He has been a great friend to me.
He'll be at the Red Rain Concert.

Sometimes, things are not as they seem.

Bryan's thoughts

Pastor Joakim Day 3

An awesome man of God he is.
He's the key to our church to 1000. Haha.
Yeash!

We had an awesome and power packed service today.
Ziheng, we pray that your mum will get well.
She will be well.

Isabel - You are such an inspiration. Haha, whatever she shares on stage seems like me, I do still want to stay in town to complete my University. Haha. Yeah. But whatever it is, God, my life is in your hands.

Took a few pictures today. Also, there are some pictures taken a week ago.
Haha. But then those days are over. It's all in the previous post!

Bryan's thoughts

Pastor Joakim Day 3

Emotions test

When we hate somebody, that person must have a certain level of importance to let us take notice of it.
When we love somebody, that person also must be important to us (Needless to explain)
Hence, I concluded that Love and Hate revolve around one thing - Importance.

God hates sin and God loves people. Anyone can quote this. Hate exists because we first love something. God loves us. It's because sin is a threat to us human, hence God hates sin. Imagine if sin is of no threat to human, would God really hate it so much?

God loves us so much that he hates whatever is of threat to us.

If one is of no importance, there'll be no hate, there'll be at most, dislike.
Perseverance and Patience are needed in our walk with God.
Patience is probably the thing I need most.
Yeah. Sometimes, you want things fast, but then sometimes it's not good for us.
I am a person who likes things fast. But then timing has to play a part at times.
God always allow things to happen, good or bad, for a reason.
I'm speaking for my life right now.
No matter how far we progress, things will still happen, but it's the magnitude of the problems that we face.

Bryan's thoughts

Pastor Joakim

His seminar is great

I do think of my people now and then, sometimes, I smile, other times, I do frown. But I love them nevertheless. I will only show my true self in front of people I trust.

Sometimes, I just wish that I can be what I want to be right away, but that's pure selfishness.
Yeah. God made us creatures because we are handicapped emotionally, physically and mentally without him.

huo xu wo shi dui de ba.

Bryan's thoughts.

Packed Days

Had a chat with Quek till 4 plus last night, feeling a little nausey now.
We talk about practically everything. I've never really talk to him before. But it's good.
Will be heading to church early later.

I have been a machine, I need His fuel, to keep me running at top speed everyday.
Vroom.

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul and all your strength."
Man Utd bought a few exceptional talents in the transfer window and I hope that they'll all work out well.

Red Rain is coming.
Over me.... The Rain is falling, falling down on me....

Bryan's thoughts.

Good day

Just back from Changi Airport.
Slept there.
Haha.
Ok. Shall sleep till about 11am

E3 CG later!
Hehe.
Me, FX and XJ went Changi to receive Yessica.
Haha. XJ went home while the both of us stayed at Changi.
Slept on some harden chairs.
So uncomfortable.
Lol. But a taste of Life was great.

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Goodie

Breakthrough. A season of breakthrough.
Haha. Had follow up with Fu Rong yesterday and I went to Singpost to enjoy a little before heading to repair my phone and then heading to church for meeting.

The meeting was great. But I said some words that has hurt Dinnie.
Yup. After that we had a good talk and I guess everything is normal again.
Thanks for telling me how a person I am.
The chauvinistic nature made me do stupid things at times I guess.
Nevertheless, I'm quite untactful too. Once again, sorry (:.

I talked to my dear friend XJ over the MSN.
She has her big time problem too. Lol. Being a friend is so fun sometimes.
We just need to be there for our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ when they're in need.
Cheer up friend, you are going to overcome!

Had a long chat with Ziheng later in the night and I began to share more about me with him. Haha. It's been long since we had such a good chat, but it was awesome la. Lol. I know more about him and he knows more about me too. I have also known him for 6 years. Haha, yeah. So happy to see him week in week out, going to find his purpose and everything!

Had a follow up session with my beloved Henry. Lol. Yeah. He's awesome la.
We talked for more than 2 hrs. And he became a changed man after leaving my house. Praise the Lord. I told him and prophesied that he'll become a leader and all. Haha.

Going out to give follow up again later.
Yup. I lead an amazing life.
Ask me Why!
Though still quite uncertain about University's entry, but I trust in Him who gives me strength.
Let Your will, not mine, be done!

Bryan's thoughts

Emerge Finale

Talking more about emerge.
It was simply awesome.
I was there at the finale, one day I can tell myself that.

The presence of God swept through the whole convention, to the extent that everyone was weeping and crying. I myself was feeling the sorrow too. When I turn around, I saw all of them crying. Wow. I didn't cry or what, not that I'm proud of it or what, but I just love that presence. Truly, one day in Your courts is better than a thousand days in the world.

Everyone in E2 is going through similar times. I can say I am close to almost every person and everyone is going through something similar. It's so funny when you look it at a macro point of view. Lol.

Going out to give follow up now!
I lead an amazing life - Yeah. Mundane, routine, yet fulfilling. Haha.
I shall win the Bens and Jerrys deal with Garrett!
God! Grant me a place in any of the local Universities! Yeah! Your will and not my will be done.

Haha. I love Jesus, my Lord with all my heart, all my soul and strength.
Jeremiah 1 says, let no one despised your youth! Amen.

I shall embark on a great journey!

Bryan's thoughts.

Emerge

To stand between the living and the dead.

After that cry, I felt better, but still have to set my walls high.

Prototype. I'm gonna start a new culture.

Emerge

Heyo!
Emerge was awesome.
Pastor Kong shared about Gideon.
I just deleted my previous post.

I shared with a few people my problems (Only 2), but I still do not feel anything.
God prompted me to share this burden with my mum.
It was hard at first, but I still took the step of faith to share. I said less than ten words and say no more. Tears began streaming down my cheeks. (Have not cried for 20mths). It's like they are waiting to come out. The tears gush out and afterwhich, it follwed by loud wailing.
I shouted at the top of my voice. I literally shouted, People living in the fourth floor of the opposite apartment can hear too. It was scary.
This situation made me and my mum grew closer. I have never shared such personal things in my life before. I believe God engineered everything for good. Like how He conned the devil into nailing Jesus on the cross.
I wailed like never before. The heavy heart was relieved.
Boys don't only bleed, we do CRY.
Real man cries!!!!!

This thing must be rather important for me to cryyy like a BABY.

Haha. at least that's what Wendy Neo says. Lol.
Thank you mum, thank you Jesus!
Bryan Yee

Flesh heart, not a stone heart

I will not wrestle with You again.

Once all these are over, I shall declare it.
Everybody has different problems now. I do too.
Emotions. I always thought I was a tough and strong lad.
I actually am quite stable and strong.
Anything, just give me and it will turn out good normally.
However, God showed me how weak I am.
I'm facing the greatest battle of my Chrisitian walk till date.
It's like facing the giant. (You guys should watch the movie).
Friends, you are all very important to me.
My heart is in a treasure box now. (Like the one in pirates) - What a revelation when I saw that!
But but but. just like Jacob, I am too self-willed at times.

CHC's emerge last night was broadcast live on God's TV.
One sermon is on Shamgar, in the book of Judges, another is about Jacob.
TANK was there too!
Haha. I don't know who he is, just someone who can sing ba.

Bryan's thoughts.