CG - E2, fun

E2's Connect group is awesome la.
4 hours, to be exact. Haha, double portion?
Had a few games of foosball to bond.
Stepping out of comfortzone's CG! Haha.
Love my CG.

I want to love You more.
Haha. I just need to get rid of certain things.
But I am doing well. My character is into a season of moulding.
Haha. Shaping and whipping them into shape!
Lol.

Yeah. I need a God who knows more than I do.
Emerge conference tomorrow!

Bryan's thoughts.

(:

Watched Facing the giants today.
Nice.
Inspirational?
Sometimes, talking too much is not good.
Talk less.
Well. Everything seems to go smoothly.
My head is spinning.

Yeah. I shall be strong too.
Only my Friend knows.
There are going to be strict code of conduct!
A change of heart in my life.
A season to prepare.
I shall overcome it, you devil!
Don't try to know me, you never will.

Bryan's thoughts.

Great day yesterday

I had a great day yesterday.
During CG. I cannot really feel the presence of God. Halfway through, Gastric and headache both struck me in the midst of playing and I was literally just pulling by myself. I told Him that I'll not break. Yeah. It pulled through and later on, I heard that the presence of God was strong. God must really be there! Thank You!
After CG, I had dinner with most zone mates at Chicken Rice stall.

Things are getting better.
It still hurts to know the reality. Better now than later.
Ain't no idea, isn't it?
We're an army for this generation.

E zone has a great basketball team. Haha.

Bryan's thoughts.

2.03a.m. 28/5/2007

I reached home pretty early today. At around 8.45p.m.?
Rare days they are.

I cried out to God after I reach home and it was a refreshing moment. God was literally beside me.
The thick presence of God came into me while I was playing the guitar. I was completely immersed into His thick presence.

I've been pretty bothered by things happening around me and the circumstances around me confirmed that I might be right about whatever I have evaluated. (: Hehe, but for every growth, God allows the evil one to meddle with us and he'll eventually get defeated (Doesn't the devil feel depressed losing all the time?).

The Abraham 5 steps of faith come into place. I need to take the steps of faith.
Decipher for yourself, you people. My Issac.

E3's Connect group tomorrow. It's going to be great.
I believe Z.Xinyi is going to be a CGL soon. I really think she deserves it after being so faithfully serving in the background for years. Z. Xinyi is my great friend since 2001 and we've known each other for 6 years? Since Secondary 1? (Haha, all the funny things that have happened all these years). Haha I don't think she knows that I'm blogging about her, but hey Zhuo, you are an inspiration man!

You guys must go and know her!

FX is another great friend of mine. But doesn't share with me his problems recently. Haha, cheer up brother!

Bryan's thoughts.

Awesome day

Had a great service today.

Pastor Lia talked abot building fund.
Sacrifice o7'. Etched in our hearts.

I was a little heart broken over some things. However, it may be a good thing (Not University entry, that one I'll talk more. But I have faith la.)
Why did I say that - every growth requires some things to be broken.
I am just facing one giant in my life.
(Watching some giant show this Tuesday)

Bryan's thoughts.

Good day despsite circumstances.

Yesterday - I got rejected by NTU.
Yeah, the first moment I got the letter, I texted Garrett, followed by my Pastors. I told Dinnie while talking on MSN too. (:.

I spent my whole of yesterday at home worshipping and praying to Him.

They are all encouraging people. I love them very much. Haha. I shall type their replies -
Pastor How: "Oh no. U will get into nus. Hv faith. Just believe."
Pastor Lia: "Hi Bryan. Don't lose heart. It's never the end of the world. There are many alternative options in life...keep us updated?"
Garrett: "Yes. Do keep us posted. :)"

They are busy people, but admist their hectic schedule, they still encourage me. Which made me very touch. Yeah. It's time to look forward!

Dinnie went to NTU personally today to enquire whether she can enter that school or not. (:.
Haha. Yeah. Just believe! Yeah. I shall end here. Today, I am going to finish 1 book. Haha. Yeah. I target to read 10 books this year. I think this book is my no. 8 or 9 already. A time to change my target!

Bryan's thoughts.

Awesome day.

I haven't had time to update my blog yesterday.
But anyway, I had a great time with my two Connect Group yesterday, E2 and E4.
Haha. I played guitar for both CG. "The highest form of music is to bring down the presence of God to people." I lead an amazing life. The CGs were back to back. Though I was a little physically tired, but I am happy, because I am doing it for a greater cause.

We had cartel later and it was nice! Half-priced cakes are great.
Anyway, AC Milan won the Champions League final. I didn't watch all the way. Haha. Only saw Inzaghi's first goal. 4 teams in S-final, 3 English team, 1 Italian team. In the end, the Italian team won.

Red Rain is coming soon....
Look on the right of my blog for more details.

Bryan's thoughts.

Work and Out with family

I went to work this morning.
I did quite a lot today.

On Sunday morning.......
Man Utd lost to Chelsea in FA cup.
Wendy, Jeremy Quek, Dinnie, Yiling, Xinjie and Gabriel came to my house.
Took pictures.
Watch football.
Play chess.
Haha.

I want to play guitar well. Spiritual.
E2 is an enjoyable CG (Jia Yang feels a little sad.) Haha. But I will update him whenever I can la.
E4 is my other 50%. Lol.

Jem Quek is powerful la. Haha. (Quekie!!)
Yiling and Dinnie shared with me their dreams and visions.

Bryan's thoughts

Haha.

My life is good.

I'm caught in the middle, sounds like some a1 song ages ago (Haha, i can finally say things are ages ago le, finally!!)

Haha. that shows that I've grown up!

Yiling wants a new surname. Whahahahahahaha.. (Shall not disclose it)

Bryan's thoughts

CG Meeting

Gave Dinnie her belated present today. I really hope she like it. But she cannot wear the shirt, too small for her, haha, so I will change it for her tomorrow. (So good hor?)

Haha. Anyway, CG was awesome. I got touched by God and He was so evident. Garrett prayed for me and prophesied that I will be a pillar in church. I don't know what I will be, but it'll be great. I always wanted to be there for God, it's not what God can do for me, it's what I can do for God. It's about living an "others" live.

If we seek for glory and glamour in church, we are knocking on the wrong door. Our love for God and people are always tested in the midst of our walk.

Practising my gig for tomorrow's connect group. I lead a great life, do you? Haha. Ask me why?
I may not score ten A's, but I believe my life is awesome. I am enjoying every moment of it. Human beings seek for significance in life.

It was a great time fellowshipping with the people at MC. Haha. No pictures though.

Bryan's thoughts.

Needing a break

I take a half day break today to read the word of God, to shop in borders. With Gina, sis (not blood related) and Yiling.

Bought a book for myself, using the borders card that my sis (blood related) had ages ago. I bought a Theirry Henry autobiography. I didn't read it, but I know he is a successful person and I read him for inspiration.

Went to library at Orchard. Borrowed a book by Joshua Harris, Boy Meets girl. Haha, it is a good book.

Went to office after which, my Bro-in-law is having a preview tonight! Yeah..
Nothing much to blog about actually. But it was nevertheless a great day.

My thoughts

Pastor Kong's Seminar

Pastor Kong's seminar is truly life-changing and mind blowing.

Yup. Those people who do not know what I'm talking, just get hold of a copy and you'll know what I mean.

Had great CG bonding time together after the two sessions. I shall not elaborate more as to let those who can't attend the seminar whatever reason, grab a copy of the sermon CDs.

 

I think I do have a little bit of sixth sense. Maybe you do not call it as do, but this sense is actually very accurate.

Sometimes, we know when our friends, close one especially, are trying to avoid our advances.

I prefer telling people upfront than wasting energy and breeding misunderstanding among people.

Straight to the point is better than beating around the bush.

 

Movies are equivalent to our practical life teacher.

 

Bryan's thoughts.

Spideymania

Haha. I'm going to talk about spiderman 3 today as I have watched the movie.
I don't know what's your take, but I'll give it a 5 out of 5 star ratings. Period.
More than just the shallow emo emo part which most people can see, Spiderman 3 actually has it's deeper meaning, at least the way I interpret it.

Peter Parker's quest for canaan - Mary Jane Watson. He went through leaps and bounds to get to her, maybe a little too easy, relative to the times of Abraham, but they're somehow intertwined.

The venom, or it's suit, is just like our stronghold, an addiction, it's fun when we're in it, but once you're in it, it's difficult to be out of it. It seems fun, and powerful while you are with it. However, after everything you've done, you feel regret and remorse for all the things you've done, sometimes you don't even know what you are doing. The loud sound from (the bell or the aluminium pole (Coz it's so light, must be aluminium)) represents Jesus, who reveals to us our sins. It's only when we hear Him, then we come to a realisation that we are being controlled by the venom (Sin).

It's subtle. But we are free to interpret it the way we want.

Had a great CG.

My thoughts.

Great services

Most of my deepest, darkest secrets are hidden on some websites and I will share it only with some.
Service was great. Let's be Calebs and Joshuas. Looking at the giants and say that they are toooo big to be missed. They didn't exactly say that, but that is the way they portray!

My thoughts.

Light in Darkness

Kaka is a Christian.
Wow.
In the world of football, there is corruption (Match fixing scandals) and immorality (Too many to name), but out of every darkness, there is always a light.
"Kaka is a devout Christian and attributes all his talent and success to God and points to the heavens every time he scores........ He also wore a T-shirt bearing the slogan - I belong to Jesus, after Milan won the title in 2004."

Though I am never a Milan supporter, I support him.
Man Utd were torn apart by a God-lover, at least that is what I know.
Hey, but I'll still support Man Utd even though they were dumped out by a Kaka-led team.

My thoughts

AMK Hub

Worked most part of my day today.
Keeping my mind train!
Went to meet up with Maris people during my lunchtime at Ang Mo Kio Hub.

First time there man. Haha. It's rather nice.
Got to know Nicholas from Maris. haha.
One thing we have in common - Passion for Man Utd (Less than God though)

Went to shop alone at Esprit today.
Once in a month doing lone shopping is good. Haha.
I found what I wanted today. All the clothes with the correct size I wanted were left with their last piece (God has his eyes on them).

It's AC Milan vs Man Utd later.
Champions League Semi-Final 2nd leg.
Hope Man Utd can advance!

Been talking more to people nowadays. And less to my family and those close friends.
But you guys are etched in my hearts always!
Never Stop - Planetshakers is really a shaker! Really nice!
Thanks Wilfred for sending me.

P.blog!
Yee....XX

Outing

1st May - Labout day, it's E2 Outing today!

Morning - Went to Kovan-Punggol CC to play basketball with Andrew, along with Gab and JY. Lol. We talked all the crap today. All those slamdunk characters that we used to adore were all of us. Haha. Quite fun la. Ended it with one on one with Andrew and I won. Yeahhhhh. Haha. Not so serious de la. Maybe if we had played more serious, it would be more fun.

Gab and JY came to my house and JY saw my photo albums and he does have comments about the pictures about certain people (Good one though). Haha.

We were late for outings as we took too long to bath. Was a great day though, played hide and seek, and we worshipped God in church for a while. Haha. Went to eat some nice chicken rice afterwards. I went home with Yessica, JY and Gab. One more people taking 16!

Ok. It was a great day and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Spiritually and emotionally I guess.

I need a purer heart! Haha. Like that of a young child.

Yee....XX

Labour Day

Woke up and went to work today.
Prepared my songs for today's Connect Group and was just praying that God would touch the people. Yeah. He did! Hence Mission Accomplished.

Went to eat with the girls after CG and went Esprit to walk around as the 20% discount is only valid until today. Yeah. Got one Polo Tee. Not very expensive, but it's quite modest I guess.

Came home and had conference.
Sleep. Sometimes talking on MSN is not ideal!
Get the charcoal when we're running out of steam.



Took this at our bus stop yesterday. Haha. Yeah. Marine Parade area. Ok. Done.

Yee....XX